Not so Fake!

When I liked you,

You called me Desperate.

When I brought you flowers,

You called me cheap.

When I sent you things,

You called me creepy.

When I fought myself to be with you,

You called me pricey.

When I cleared my schedule for you,

You called me jobless.

When I embraced you,

You said you liked it too.

When I confessed my love to you,

You said you never felt the same way.

When I tried to move on so you could be happy,

You called me FAKE!

What is this puzzle of life?

I am lost for someone and yet discovering myself time to time.

I bow down to you, oh! myself…

Because you’re the one to guide me,

and you’re the one to try me!

This is a poem by me, hope you all liked it. Thanks for visiting and reading 🙂

The Promise!

 

 

The night I saw you across the hall,

I ignored you like a complete stranger at all.

If I only knew you will enter my life with that first kiss,

And not a single day without your thought will ever go missed.

Your every single touch makes my heart beat the fastest,

And your every single word brings me calmness.
The distance between you and me feels like a million miles,

But my love for you will last till a plastic flower dies.

I think life without you will be pitch dark black,

The will to get closer to you is all I lack.

I am scared, I am lost, I need to make this decision of life,

And it hurts like my heart is getting stabbed by a knife.

You aren’t sure, you don’t know it yet,

But my feelings for you is something I can’t go let.

I don’t want to be the one who is always behind you,

I wan’t you to have your space and do what you like to do.

I just want to know do you want this or no,

And whatever your answer will be,

It won’t affect this hobo!

I don’t know if after a while ,

Whether you’ll be in touch with me,

And if you don’t….

….promise me you’ll remember me!

Hello?

Well…It’s been a while I posted something on my blog. I mean for me blogging isn’t something that I can just do it, like Nike! (that was a terrible one). Blogging is something close to me, where I can say whatever I feel to strangers out there and maybe they end up connecting to me. Well, If only connecting to people was that easy, mentally is a different thing, But emotionally is a whole lot harder. We try our best to connect with people we love, We admire and the people we lust for. Emotions are difficult to understand.. At times you are on cloud 9 eating candy floss and at times you are screeching your ears and screaming out for help. That person you love but are afraid to tell your story to, That person who is madly in love with you but you’re blind to see it. Emotions can make you dance and love yourself for no reason and at the same time emotions can throw you in such a depression where you end up fainting and start bleeding from your nose. It’s much harder doing it than saying “Go confess your shit to him/her” like…HELLO?? do you have some emotion called fear? fear of rejection, Fear of never seeing that person ever again, FEAR OF BEING LEFT OUT? It’s a game which you end up losing to yourself which goes on till forever like loop which shows you tears of blood and the darkest shadow which conquers you and never leaves you . I’ve been often told “you teens have seen nothing, life is much harder out there.”  Not that I don’t know about that but, I never see how that statement can help any teenager ever. Forget the love for your partner, the love you hold for your friend at times. where you can count on them embrace them, LOVE THEM! But the bitter truth is, no one can ever be with you ALWAYS! not your family members, not your loved one nor your friends! At the end of the day this world is a place Where you go Solo… Understanding this and digesting it is one hell of a task.. Love always brings surprises along, some show you the brightest star of the universe and some destroy you and shatter you on the ground like a ceramic plate. Think again, You aren’t connected to the person if you cannot read between those lines, feel what they’re feeling. Understanding facial expressions is something even a monkey can do. It’s time you let the person understand and know how you feel about it. Be honest and blunt (it’s the best way) rather than destroying a person 20 lanes down the way..It’s better you say it now to reduce the pain. Let’s not be cruel ( though is fun to be) but let’s start and end conveniently and enjoy this love!

….Hello? Do you hear me?

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