Not so Fake!

When I liked you,

You called me Desperate.

When I brought you flowers,

You called me cheap.

When I sent you things,

You called me creepy.

When I fought myself to be with you,

You called me pricey.

When I cleared my schedule for you,

You called me jobless.

When I embraced you,

You said you liked it too.

When I confessed my love to you,

You said you never felt the same way.

When I tried to move on so you could be happy,

You called me FAKE!

What is this puzzle of life?

I am lost for someone and yet discovering myself time to time.

I bow down to you, oh! myself…

Because you’re the one to guide me,

and you’re the one to try me!

This is a poem by me, hope you all liked it. Thanks for visiting and reading 🙂

The Promise!

 

 

The night I saw you across the hall,

I ignored you like a complete stranger at all.

If I only knew you will enter my life with that first kiss,

And not a single day without your thought will ever go missed.

Your every single touch makes my heart beat the fastest,

And your every single word brings me calmness.
The distance between you and me feels like a million miles,

But my love for you will last till a plastic flower dies.

I think life without you will be pitch dark black,

The will to get closer to you is all I lack.

I am scared, I am lost, I need to make this decision of life,

And it hurts like my heart is getting stabbed by a knife.

You aren’t sure, you don’t know it yet,

But my feelings for you is something I can’t go let.

I don’t want to be the one who is always behind you,

I wan’t you to have your space and do what you like to do.

I just want to know do you want this or no,

And whatever your answer will be,

It won’t affect this hobo!

I don’t know if after a while ,

Whether you’ll be in touch with me,

And if you don’t….

….promise me you’ll remember me!

Hello?

Well…It’s been a while I posted something on my blog. I mean for me blogging isn’t something that I can just do it, like Nike! (that was a terrible one). Blogging is something close to me, where I can say whatever I feel to strangers out there and maybe they end up connecting to me. Well, If only connecting to people was that easy, mentally is a different thing, But emotionally is a whole lot harder. We try our best to connect with people we love, We admire and the people we lust for. Emotions are difficult to understand.. At times you are on cloud 9 eating candy floss and at times you are screeching your ears and screaming out for help. That person you love but are afraid to tell your story to, That person who is madly in love with you but you’re blind to see it. Emotions can make you dance and love yourself for no reason and at the same time emotions can throw you in such a depression where you end up fainting and start bleeding from your nose. It’s much harder doing it than saying “Go confess your shit to him/her” like…HELLO?? do you have some emotion called fear? fear of rejection, Fear of never seeing that person ever again, FEAR OF BEING LEFT OUT? It’s a game which you end up losing to yourself which goes on till forever like loop which shows you tears of blood and the darkest shadow which conquers you and never leaves you . I’ve been often told “you teens have seen nothing, life is much harder out there.”  Not that I don’t know about that but, I never see how that statement can help any teenager ever. Forget the love for your partner, the love you hold for your friend at times. where you can count on them embrace them, LOVE THEM! But the bitter truth is, no one can ever be with you ALWAYS! not your family members, not your loved one nor your friends! At the end of the day this world is a place Where you go Solo… Understanding this and digesting it is one hell of a task.. Love always brings surprises along, some show you the brightest star of the universe and some destroy you and shatter you on the ground like a ceramic plate. Think again, You aren’t connected to the person if you cannot read between those lines, feel what they’re feeling. Understanding facial expressions is something even a monkey can do. It’s time you let the person understand and know how you feel about it. Be honest and blunt (it’s the best way) rather than destroying a person 20 lanes down the way..It’s better you say it now to reduce the pain. Let’s not be cruel ( though is fun to be) but let’s start and end conveniently and enjoy this love!

….Hello? Do you hear me?

This Blog Post was pretty random, thanks a lot for visiting 🙂

An Apology.

When I first met you my life turned upside down,My heart skipped a beat,

And it felt as beautiful as a rose blooming on a completely wrecked ground.

It was a like a new hope of friendship which I desired,

And my life from the sad town completely retired.

Your smile can cure zillions of frowns,

And it is as beautiful as a queen in her royal gown.

I cherished every moment with you,

And smiled every second when I thought of you.

But, then came a time when I did something wrong,

And the beautiful friendship was completely gone.

You had a reason to not trust me,

And everything happened because of me.

Finally I got the courage to write this poem and dedicate it to you,

And tell you how sorry I am to do this brutal thing to you.

I don’t know whether you will ever talk to me or no,

But I do know that you will forgive me one fine day.

I Wish you all the best for your life,

and I know you will rock and ace it!

because you know to Grace it!

This is a poem for a person I have done wrong. Thanks for visiting and reading 🙂

A Friend From The Virtual World.

I used to play an online game. It is called, Runescape. I was super addicted to it and at times I used to play 15 hours non-stop. I sound like a person who had no social life or a person who wasted most of his childhood behind online gaming. But there was a reason I loved that game so much. Besides the reason the game was amazing and very entertaining, I loved it so much because of the friends I made there. They were very kind to me and we were like best buddies. Few were from the US, UK, and few from India itself but different states. I used to chat with them, meet them in the game, Train together, do quests together, etc. One thing they taught me was how to be helpful towards someone. Few names I would like to take are- Aditya, Leena, Candy, etc. But among these people there was a person I met when I was a noob called Shikha. She is from India itself but lives in a different state. It was very weird at first. But then we started chatting frequently. She gave me this emerald 4 years back which still lies in my bank and reminds me of her. Later we sort of tried long distance which didn’t work out. LOL. But our friendship continued. And as time went by we became pretty close friends. Though we never met but the social technology helped us to be connected. We shared stuff, spoke about weird things, helped each other out(to be honest 90% she was the one to help me out) but her sense of humor is something which is amazing. Finding a person with such a humor is difficult. Probably any boy will fall in love with such a girl. She pretended to be very strong and bold. She is, but at times everyone loses their strong side for sometime. I could notice it, But she rarely accepted that. She could understand me more than any person I know. And that too without even meeting me even once. I liked her company and I still do! We sort of had an argument recently where she got pretty mad at me. And she still is, I am sorry for what I said. But, everyone takes their time 🙂 I am very thankful to jagex for creating Runescape so could meet all these lovely people and Shikha. I might sound I am not over her yet. But that’s not true. We are more like friends and always be.

A REALITY CHECK!

“…There are too many idiots in this world. And having said it, I have the burden of proving it.” -Frantz Fanon.

This is a Reality check for some people who can’t withstand the following events. So I wrote this post with few facts which they really need to know so they can open their eyes and mind and see the world the way it should be seen and not the way they want it to be!

 

1) What’s the harm in skirts of short cloths?

It’s really unfortunate when people say, you can’t wear skirts or a girl can’t dress in a certain way. Are we going back in the dark ages?”

 

I do not understand why do people have negative thoughts about a girl who wears short clothes! Don’ t they like to dress up and feel good when they go some place nice? It’s a normal girl under those clothes who is trying to look pretty, feel nice and lives a normal life like they do. People call her slut,shameless or ugly! That’s not going help her in any way. People need to know that everything is perfectly fine with her, just the difference is they are wasting their time and energy spreading negativity and she is happily enjoying her life!

 

2)Strength of a rape Victim!

“I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whispers in my mind. Did he rape my head, too?” -Laurie Halse Anderson,

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Have you came across a person who is a rape victim? I have, and let me tell you  she is one the bravest person I have known in my journey. She is 21 years old and went through the incident when she was 17 years old. Getting raped at such an early age she had to go through a lot. At her college people mocked her, the society called her names and what not! But she never lost her confidence and her will power to stand back on her feet and show everyone she is still the same girl. She kept ignoring such people. At times she broke down but her family and close friends were the one who held her up! And now she works for 10 NGO’s and helps people. She is a reason for hundreds of people’s smile.So, next time you come across such a person rather than feeling sad or giving sympathy to the person or thinking wrong about her, feel proud and get inspired and respect her for her willpower and hard work which many of us lack!

 

3) Do You Call Yourself A Man?

“Part of being a man is to take responsibilities for your success and your failure”

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“Man” when you hear this word the you might start thinking of a man who is strong, Charismatic, built up and rich! But is this really what a man is?? A person who vows to protect his girl and then abuses her at home is that a man? When a person who loves his girl, his mother and his sister and then rapes a unknown girl  is that a man? When a person needs help and the person just walks by, is that a man? A man is a person who respect’s women, knows his limits, knows to use his words and knows to take responsibilities of himself and his family. So, next time you see a person who lacks these qualities, that person is not a “Man” but a “Male”

 

4) Social Sites Ranters!

“The production of too many useful things results in too many useless people.”

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So here I present You all, The most jobless people on the entire earth. wait…In the entire universe!  These people will spam your news feed with posts like..“share if you care” “don’t do the ALS ice bucket challenge” “Like if you care” etc..But in reality they don’t do damn thing for any of the cause. They will probably give you an hour lecture on how bad plastic is for the environment and they are the same people who buys plastic bag from the grocery shop. They will post statuses  about “stop rape” But when there is an actually rally for it to make the laws stronger for rape cases they will probably sit at home browsing the internet and sipping their coffee. For such people I have a message. “GET REAL! stop living in the virtual world and come out and actually do something humanity. And if you can’t do anything then please shut the F up!”

 

5) Being Gay Isn’t A Sin!

You know, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender – people are people” –Judith Light

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Have you ever loved someone? I am sure you have. But the question arises, with the person of same or opposite sex? You will probably get angry and reply, ” obviously! opposite sex.” Let’s focus on that anger for a moment. Is there anything wrong if someone loves a person of same sex? I don’t think so. Feelings are bound to get attracted for someone. The person is “Homosexual” so what? he is just a normal person who loves a person of the same gender. He dreams of becoming something like you do, acts and reacts the way you. People mock such person, tease him, bully him and call him names. At such a point the only thing i can say is, “These people are blind and can’t see the world beyond that curve which earth has.Their vision is limited.” And as person religious point of view, it also says “don’t use condom” but is that healthy? Of course not!I am not offending any religion but trying to prove a point here. Being Homosexual is not something bad or wrong, Some people really need to know this fact! You really need to know that, people can love whoever they want. You should only have a problem when the person does something to you which is less likely to happen. I hope each and every country passes the LGBT rights in this coming decade. AND PEOPLE, OPEN YOUR EYES!

 

I didn’t mean to offend anyone here! Please share your thoughts about the post in the comments and do let me know about any corrections. Thanks for visiting and reading. 🙂    

 

A Mixed Feeling Poem.

How big is the Universe?

How did time start?

Will we ever meet again?

There’s not a lot of freedom, but there’s a lot of drama

And this drama is a part of everyone’s trauma

In my life the flower’s petals and purple metals,

I wish the cherry was an orange berry and my golden moon is a emotional boon.

“Should I really love someone?” I think as I am scared to commit.

There are many questions I need answers of,

Then I look in the mirror and think of you and say, ” I will manage it, I will Miss you and I love you.

 

Thanks for reading visiting. This poem is meant to confuse people and the same time you could relate few things to yourself If I succeed in doing that. Hit the like button and follow me as I post weekly 🙂