The Promise!

 

 

The night I saw you across the hall,

I ignored you like a complete stranger at all.

If I only knew you will enter my life with that first kiss,

And not a single day without your thought will ever go missed.

Your every single touch makes my heart beat the fastest,

And your every single word brings me calmness.
The distance between you and me feels like a million miles,

But my love for you will last till a plastic flower dies.

I think life without you will be pitch dark black,

The will to get closer to you is all I lack.

I am scared, I am lost, I need to make this decision of life,

And it hurts like my heart is getting stabbed by a knife.

You aren’t sure, you don’t know it yet,

But my feelings for you is something I can’t go let.

I don’t want to be the one who is always behind you,

I wan’t you to have your space and do what you like to do.

I just want to know do you want this or no,

And whatever your answer will be,

It won’t affect this hobo!

I don’t know if after a while ,

Whether you’ll be in touch with me,

And if you don’t….

….promise me you’ll remember me!

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Hello?

Well…It’s been a while I posted something on my blog. I mean for me blogging isn’t something that I can just do it, like Nike! (that was a terrible one). Blogging is something close to me, where I can say whatever I feel to strangers out there and maybe they end up connecting to me. Well, If only connecting to people was that easy, mentally is a different thing, But emotionally is a whole lot harder. We try our best to connect with people we love, We admire and the people we lust for. Emotions are difficult to understand.. At times you are on cloud 9 eating candy floss and at times you are screeching your ears and screaming out for help. That person you love but are afraid to tell your story to, That person who is madly in love with you but you’re blind to see it. Emotions can make you dance and love yourself for no reason and at the same time emotions can throw you in such a depression where you end up fainting and start bleeding from your nose. It’s much harder doing it than saying “Go confess your shit to him/her” like…HELLO?? do you have some emotion called fear? fear of rejection, Fear of never seeing that person ever again, FEAR OF BEING LEFT OUT? It’s a game which you end up losing to yourself which goes on till forever like loop which shows you tears of blood and the darkest shadow which conquers you and never leaves you . I’ve been often told “you teens have seen nothing, life is much harder out there.”  Not that I don’t know about that but, I never see how that statement can help any teenager ever. Forget the love for your partner, the love you hold for your friend at times. where you can count on them embrace them, LOVE THEM! But the bitter truth is, no one can ever be with you ALWAYS! not your family members, not your loved one nor your friends! At the end of the day this world is a place Where you go Solo… Understanding this and digesting it is one hell of a task.. Love always brings surprises along, some show you the brightest star of the universe and some destroy you and shatter you on the ground like a ceramic plate. Think again, You aren’t connected to the person if you cannot read between those lines, feel what they’re feeling. Understanding facial expressions is something even a monkey can do. It’s time you let the person understand and know how you feel about it. Be honest and blunt (it’s the best way) rather than destroying a person 20 lanes down the way..It’s better you say it now to reduce the pain. Let’s not be cruel ( though is fun to be) but let’s start and end conveniently and enjoy this love!

….Hello? Do you hear me?

This Blog Post was pretty random, thanks a lot for visiting 🙂

Isn’t it funny?

Isn’t it funny when money is chosen over love?

Isn’t it funny when someone lives yet dies everyday?

Isn’t it funny when you are surrounded by your loved ones but yet lonely?

Isn’t it funny when everything is bright but dark within?

Isn’t it funny when you meet your love everyday and yet you can’t call it yours?

Isn’t it funny when you’re awake but yet lost?

Isn’t it funny when someone who means life to you calls you “worth of nothing?”

Isn’t it funny when a person is so hungry that the only thing he can eat, is  his hunger?

Isn’t it funny when people think the only stress teenagers have is regarding studies?

Isn’t it funny when you set higher goals and don’t work hard enough for them?

Isn’t it funny when you see another person in trouble and yet don’t bother to do anything?

well…Not really funny but it’s rather sad, absurd, hurtful etc. At times it’s the irony that hits the bulls eye. So it’s time to see the irony way.

Thanks a lot for visiting and reading 🙂

An Apology.

When I first met you my life turned upside down,My heart skipped a beat,

And it felt as beautiful as a rose blooming on a completely wrecked ground.

It was a like a new hope of friendship which I desired,

And my life from the sad town completely retired.

Your smile can cure zillions of frowns,

And it is as beautiful as a queen in her royal gown.

I cherished every moment with you,

And smiled every second when I thought of you.

But, then came a time when I did something wrong,

And the beautiful friendship was completely gone.

You had a reason to not trust me,

And everything happened because of me.

Finally I got the courage to write this poem and dedicate it to you,

And tell you how sorry I am to do this brutal thing to you.

I don’t know whether you will ever talk to me or no,

But I do know that you will forgive me one fine day.

I Wish you all the best for your life,

and I know you will rock and ace it!

because you know to Grace it!

This is a poem for a person I have done wrong. Thanks for visiting and reading 🙂

10 Facts About: Mangalyaan (MOM) India’s Mission To Mars.

India made a history today by successfully orbiting around Mars. Its mission called “Mars Orbiter Mission”  (MOM) created a history by making India the world’s first country to orbit around the red planet in its first try and the first Asian country to orbit the red planet. The orbiter is called “Mangalyaan” who’s objective is: Exploration of Mars surface features, morphology, mineralogy and Martian atmosphere by indigenous scientific instruments. Here are few facts about this Mission of India!

MOM's launch picture.

MOM’s launch picture.

1) The Mars Orbiter Mission (MOM) which is also known as Mangalyaan is a planned Mars orbiter, was launched in November 2013 by Indian Space Research Organisation (ISRO). The mission aims to develop the technologies required for design, planning, management and operations of an interplanetary mission.

2) This was India’s first mission to Mars and the official countdown for blast-off of the Indian orbiter, Mangalyaan, began at 06:08 am on November 3, 2013.

3) Assembly of the PSLV-XL launch vehicle, designated C-25, started on 5 August 2013. The integration of the five scientific instruments was completed at ISRO Satellite Centre, Bangalore, and the finished spacecraft was shipped to Sriharikotta on 2 October 2013.

4) The satellite’s development was completed in a record 15 months.

5) On October 19, 2013, ISRO chairperson K Radhakrishnan announced that the launch had to be postponed by a week due to delay of a crucial telemetry ship reaching Fiji Islands. The launch was rescheduled for November 5, 2013.

Model of the orbiter held by the chairperson of  ISRO :K Radhakrishnan.

Model of the orbiter held by the chairperson of ISRO :K Radhakrishnan.

6) The main objective of this mission is to develop the technologies required for design, planning, management and operations of an interplanetary mission, comprising the following major tasks like design and realisation of a Mars orbiter with a capability to perform Earth bound manoeuvres, cruise phase of 300 days, Mars orbit insertion / capture, and on-orbit phase around Mars.

7) The satellite will also help in deep space communication, navigation, mission planning and management and will also incorporate autonomous features to handle contingency situations.

8) The spacecraft’s dry mass is 500 kilogrames and it will carry 850 kilograms (1,870 lb) of propellant and oxidiser. The main engine uses the bi-propellant combination mono-methylhydrazine and dinitrogen tetroxide for orbit insertion and other manoeuvres. The probe is expected to arrive in Mars orbit in September 2014 approximately at the same time as NASA’s MAVEN orbiter.

9) On September 24, the Mangalyaan entered Mars orbit in its very first attempt. India joins the elite club of nations, i.e., the US, Russia and Europe to reach Mars Orbit.

10) The Mission was executed in 15 months at a cost of Rs 450 crore ($74 million).

 Thanks for visiting and reading. Congratulations ISRO for the big success! Keep up the good vibes 🙂 

A Friend From The Virtual World.

I used to play an online game. It is called, Runescape. I was super addicted to it and at times I used to play 15 hours non-stop. I sound like a person who had no social life or a person who wasted most of his childhood behind online gaming. But there was a reason I loved that game so much. Besides the reason the game was amazing and very entertaining, I loved it so much because of the friends I made there. They were very kind to me and we were like best buddies. Few were from the US, UK, and few from India itself but different states. I used to chat with them, meet them in the game, Train together, do quests together, etc. One thing they taught me was how to be helpful towards someone. Few names I would like to take are- Aditya, Leena, Candy, etc. But among these people there was a person I met when I was a noob called Shikha. She is from India itself but lives in a different state. It was very weird at first. But then we started chatting frequently. She gave me this emerald 4 years back which still lies in my bank and reminds me of her. Later we sort of tried long distance which didn’t work out. LOL. But our friendship continued. And as time went by we became pretty close friends. Though we never met but the social technology helped us to be connected. We shared stuff, spoke about weird things, helped each other out(to be honest 90% she was the one to help me out) but her sense of humor is something which is amazing. Finding a person with such a humor is difficult. Probably any boy will fall in love with such a girl. She pretended to be very strong and bold. She is, but at times everyone loses their strong side for sometime. I could notice it, But she rarely accepted that. She could understand me more than any person I know. And that too without even meeting me even once. I liked her company and I still do! We sort of had an argument recently where she got pretty mad at me. And she still is, I am sorry for what I said. But, everyone takes their time 🙂 I am very thankful to jagex for creating Runescape so could meet all these lovely people and Shikha. I might sound I am not over her yet. But that’s not true. We are more like friends and always be.

Reason Why I Started Blogging.

I am a teenager living in India. A country with a population of 1.2 billion. In India there is a huge diversity of religions and every religion has its own view. Amidst all this I am an atheist. Looking at so many people with their views and things happening around, I thought to start writing a blog. Where I can explain what I see and think about it. Hence my blog’s name is ” Life Through My Eyes.” I have already started blogging since 2 months and till now I have got a positive feedback about it. Blogging is a powerful source of writing. Where you can express yourself through blogging. And i chose to blog because I think I can express myself much better through writing skills.

thanks for visiting and reading 🙂