Hello?

Well…It’s been a while I posted something on my blog. I mean for me blogging isn’t something that I can just do it, like Nike! (that was a terrible one). Blogging is something close to me, where I can say whatever I feel to strangers out there and maybe they end up connecting to me. Well, If only connecting to people was that easy, mentally is a different thing, But emotionally is a whole lot harder. We try our best to connect with people we love, We admire and the people we lust for. Emotions are difficult to understand.. At times you are on cloud 9 eating candy floss and at times you are screeching your ears and screaming out for help. That person you love but are afraid to tell your story to, That person who is madly in love with you but you’re blind to see it. Emotions can make you dance and love yourself for no reason and at the same time emotions can throw you in such a depression where you end up fainting and start bleeding from your nose. It’s much harder doing it than saying “Go confess your shit to him/her” like…HELLO?? do you have some emotion called fear? fear of rejection, Fear of never seeing that person ever again, FEAR OF BEING LEFT OUT? It’s a game which you end up losing to yourself which goes on till forever like loop which shows you tears of blood and the darkest shadow which conquers you and never leaves you . I’ve been often told “you teens have seen nothing, life is much harder out there.”  Not that I don’t know about that but, I never see how that statement can help any teenager ever. Forget the love for your partner, the love you hold for your friend at times. where you can count on them embrace them, LOVE THEM! But the bitter truth is, no one can ever be with you ALWAYS! not your family members, not your loved one nor your friends! At the end of the day this world is a place Where you go Solo… Understanding this and digesting it is one hell of a task.. Love always brings surprises along, some show you the brightest star of the universe and some destroy you and shatter you on the ground like a ceramic plate. Think again, You aren’t connected to the person if you cannot read between those lines, feel what they’re feeling. Understanding facial expressions is something even a monkey can do. It’s time you let the person understand and know how you feel about it. Be honest and blunt (it’s the best way) rather than destroying a person 20 lanes down the way..It’s better you say it now to reduce the pain. Let’s not be cruel ( though is fun to be) but let’s start and end conveniently and enjoy this love!

….Hello? Do you hear me?

This Blog Post was pretty random, thanks a lot for visiting 🙂

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Isn’t it funny?

Isn’t it funny when money is chosen over love?

Isn’t it funny when someone lives yet dies everyday?

Isn’t it funny when you are surrounded by your loved ones but yet lonely?

Isn’t it funny when everything is bright but dark within?

Isn’t it funny when you meet your love everyday and yet you can’t call it yours?

Isn’t it funny when you’re awake but yet lost?

Isn’t it funny when someone who means life to you calls you “worth of nothing?”

Isn’t it funny when a person is so hungry that the only thing he can eat, is  his hunger?

Isn’t it funny when people think the only stress teenagers have is regarding studies?

Isn’t it funny when you set higher goals and don’t work hard enough for them?

Isn’t it funny when you see another person in trouble and yet don’t bother to do anything?

well…Not really funny but it’s rather sad, absurd, hurtful etc. At times it’s the irony that hits the bulls eye. So it’s time to see the irony way.

Thanks a lot for visiting and reading 🙂

With Bare Hands Only.

Bare Hands Only!

Surrounded with family and friends and yet so lonely,
Trying to fight myself with bare hands only.
It feels like I am drowning in my feelings,
With nothing to support me, not even railings.
With life turning dark as black,
The power of support is all I lack.
I feel like a slave; the one who has no life meaning,
Banging my head on the wall, screaming out loud for some hearing.
Everything seems blue with me choking on my own breathe,
With life goals filled with holes are being the reason for my death.
I am stung by my mind and can’t think further,
All paralyzed waiting for myself to render.
That void of frowning and tears which never closes,
All the energy I have ever gathered,
have fallen on the floor and has been shattered.
I won’t give up, I won’t die,
Because, I know this is all a lie.
Surrounded with family and friends and yet so lonely,
Trying to fight myself with bare hands only!

This is a poem written by me. Thanks for visiting and reading 🙂